My first soccer games for this season. Last firsts For high school. It’s a young team like it has always been. It feels awkward to be commended. 엎드려 절받기 처럼….
Lots of emotions. Don’t know how to celebrate. I’ve always praised others. It doesn’t feel right. I wish they would just forget about this all and move on with life. Maybe then I can deal with it too.
For once, I’m scared of confrontation.